Monday, March 20, 2023

I'M DONE!!!

There comes a time, in life, and it can be any time, when each of us will begin to say ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I have reached that time. I have given as much of myself, of my peacethat I can muster. I can't do anymore. I' am tired of people continually making me feel like I am the problem and have done something wrong. Yes, I realize, in the end, it's my fault because I see stuff and I feel stuff and I ignore the red flags a lot. It's probably because at the end of the day I love people, but right now they are also getting on my last damn nerve. I can't explain how and/or why I see what I see and feel what I feel, but I can say it has caused me more pain then peace and I accept that is my role in life. People insist on pushing all the damn buttons they can reach and then reaching for those out of their reach just to push others to a breaking point. My question is WHY I mean WTF? Do people purposely reach out just so they can hurt others? Do they understand the hurt they cause and how it can effect someone in a very negative ? Do they even care? I guess they don't, but I am no longer putting myself out there. If we don't already talk, haven't spoken in the past now is not the time to do so. I have enough friends I don't need anymore.